Feeling like the world's against me..Call me crazy strangely I love the odds

I have been meaning to post about tons of stuff lately and i haven't. So I'll list the next few topics for the week. Hopefully. it will help me remember to be a woman of my word and do this.

• My relaxing Saturday


• Jess' Surprise Bday party w/ pics


• Women I'd like to seduce in the VERY near future


• Plans and costuming for the next Purgatory


• More lyrics

So I'll start at random w/ a question. I'm trying to get an outfit together for Purgatory. The theme this time is Stocks and Bondage (think kinky Wall St.). I could do the naughty secretary thing, but I know there will beTONS of girls dressed like that. Sooo, I'm going to cross-dress (I secrectly want to be a drag king, as well as a cam whore!). My question(s) what style do you see me wearing? Should I go all out and do the jaw-line goatee? Shouls I just forget it and go as the naughty secretary/librarian type?

I'm off to bed now, but I'll leave you with this:

fourteenth street and the garbage swirls like a cyclone
three o'clock in the afternoon and I am going home
F train is full of high school students
so much shouting
so much laughter
last night's underwear in my back pocket
sure sign of the morning after

take me home
take me home and leave me there
think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
feel free to listen
feel free to stare

I live in New York New York the city that never shuts up
in the daylight everything is so gory
you can hear snatches of stranger's sorry stories
and I moved there from buffalo but that's nothing
the TRICO plant moved to mexico
left my uncle standing out in the cold
said there's your last paycheck have fun growing old

take me home
take me home and leave me there
think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
feel free to listen
feel free to stare
rockabye baby
in the treetop
when the wind blows
cradle will rock
when the bough breaks
the cradle will fall
down will come baby
cradle and all

youth is beauty
money is beauty
hell, beauty is beauty sometimes
it's the luck of the draw
it's the natural law
it's a joke
it's a crime
I was bored
you were bored
it was a meeting of the minds
now it's three in the afternoon and I can't leave too soon
saying thank you, I had a nice time

take me home
take me home and leave me there
think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
feel free to listen
feel free to stare
rockabye baby
in the tree top
when the wind blows
cradle will rock
when the bough breaks
cradle will fall
and down will come baby
cradle and all

maybe I'll live my whole life
just getting by
maybe I'll be discovered
maybe I'll be colonized
you could try to train me like a pet
you could try to teach me to behave
But I'll tell you, if I haven't learned it yet
you know,
I ain't gonna sit, I ain't gonna stay

take me home
take me home and leave me there
think I'm going to cry, I don't know why
think I'm going to sing myself a lullaby
feel free to listen
feel free to stare

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. I will answer them honestly. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

crazy game
i never should have started to play
but now you couldn't tear me away
love is sweet sweet baby
so good to you
and so bad
and i fear
the situations clear before my eyes
confusion wants to break me and it tries
i've been a little bit stronger from the start
listen to my heart

cause if you're ever believing
i'm thinking of leaving
look to the moon
cause it's a fact
she may go wandering about
but she always comes shining back
and it's true
i'll wait for you

you dry your tears
don't be thinking grey is here to stay
sometimes everything is in the way
you're wanting to look at it
turn your view around
dry your eyes
eyes like yours should carry a smile
i haven't seen them sparkle in a while
give it one more try
dry your eyes

cause if you're ever believing
i'm thinking of leaving
look to the moon
cause it's a fact
she may go wandering about
but she always comes shining back
and it's true
i'll wait for you