Feeling like the world's against me..Call me crazy strangely I love the odds

Dear Angela,
Hear is your horoscope
for Friday, July 16

Someone is bout to let you know in no uncertain terms that they're tickled to know you. Oh, stop blushing. Even Librians get to look smug every now and again.
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Dear Angela,
Here is your horoscope
for Saturday, July 17

Be careful ot t bite off more than you can chew. You could soon be put in what seems like a no win situation. It's up to you to stop this from happening well before it does.
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Dear Angela,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, July 18

Your emotions and affections are all going to be focused in a particular direction. Although it may have been a platonic direction in the past, that may change. Soon.

It's been a while since wrote anything of substance in my journal. Not like there's nothing going on but it's all psycho-babble and family drama. I'll write about it anyway.

I hadn't seen my counselor in about 2 weeks until last Wednesday. I guess I'm finally getting to the point where I'm taking this whole shrink thing seriuosly. I went in and let loose with a string of crap I didn't even know was in my head. She seemed to think that was the biggest step in the right direction I've taken sincewe started. I'm having typical mom issues. I never feel like she genuinely cares about me. There's a ton of other crap that goes along with that statement, but I feel lazy and sad right now so I won't write about it. I will only spiral if I. I will right about this little bit of mommy drama though.

A couple of weeks ago I got pulled and arrested for driving under suspension. My mom volunteered, with no prompting from me, to help me straighten out my license situaution since I was going to do something for her when I got busted. I was ecstatic. Finally my mom was going to come through for me, thereby restoring my faith in her. So I call her this afternoon to remind her that I have my court date this week and to ask her for the money (all total I'm looking at having to pay close to $2000). Wouldn't you know it, she can't fucking help me out...again. They just paid of my kid sister's $1100 cellphone bill and had the car port converted to a Florida room. So I'm shit out of luck! Oh well, what else can I do but suck it up and move on.

My boss at my new job just delivered the wonderful news that I won't be getting the training wage I was told I'd get when I started training AND I won't start out on the phones this week. I'll be making exactly what I was making at the bagel shop until he completes my 3 monitors (this is the same deal for all 3 of the trainees for our program). Sooo, that totally started my weekend off sourly. Once my monitors are done, then I get a $1.50 bump in pay. My boss, to his credit, was extremely apologetic about the situation. It wasn't his call. He simply got an email telling him to inform us of the change. He says he'll try to get our monitors done as quickly as possible, so we can get our pay increase. So it's not a total disappointment.

Well, I guess that's all for now. I know, incomplete ramblings and such, but I a too bummed to keep writing.

Night folks.